My Induction Story!

As today mark's my due date..

Im over the moon to say Emilee Grace made her grand appearance on the 8th July, at 13:41pm. Weighting 8pounds 3oz!

I know many won't really care about my birth story, but to me it's such an experience that I don't want to forget what happened, so blogging my story will let me read over and over as many times as i want ;)

At my 38 week hospital appointment, the doctor told me they were going to induce me due to having pregnancy diabetes. I was told I would be induced at 39weeks but they never gave me a date at that appointment, they told me that I would find out at my next hospital appointment, which was the 8th july... and to me it seemed a bit too late to be induced if I was meant to be at 39weeks.

So I rang the office and asked if I was given a date or was it even written down, the doctor than rang me back a few hours later saying I would be brought in on the 7th July at 8am to be induced.

So the morning of 7th July, myself & Pietro headed to the hospital to be induced. Not knowing what to expect. I was very nervous, I didn't know how the induction would go or how long/short it would be! 

I was then brought into a room to be examined and for the midwives to check the baby, take blood, insert an cannula. Then was brought into the labour ward to wait for the doctor to come in and talk to us. He explained how the induction would work. It turned out that i was already 2cm dilated but he couldn't break my waters (TMI) so i was given gel to help soften and dilate a bit more. 

They left me for 6hours. which surprisingly went very fast!! I was then brought back into the labour ward, but didn't progress so I was given gel again and told they would see me at 11pm that night :(

In that time, I was getting mild contractions which were getting stronger. I was able to breathe through each one and sometimes talk! I was praying they were doing something anyway!

So 11pm came. they put me on a monitor to see if i was getting contractions and to check baby's heartbeat. On the monitor you could clearly see I was getting contractions... but they weren't regular!! :( which meant I was in false labour pretty much!!

Around 12am Pietro went home to rest while I of course had to stay in the hospital. I could barely rest due to the contractions. Thankfully I fell asleep about 5am but then was woken up at half 7 to go back to the labour ward to get examined again.

And SUCCESS!! I was 3.5cm and they could break my waters!! They basically said to me that the contractions I am getting is only the gel trying to work, that if they break my waters.. it could send me into active labour or could do nothing at all and I would have to be put on a drip to kick start it.

Well, as soon as I walked out of that room (around 9am) that contraction hit hard! I paced up and down my room breathing through the pain. Decided to ring Pietro about half 9 to tell him to come in to me, explaining what was happening.

Pietro arrived just after ten, in the meantime I was a little vocal through my contractions! As soon as Pietro arrive I told him to get someone because I needed something for the pain.

The midwife came in and seen I was a bit distressed, and asked if I wanted to know were the contractions doing anything. I said yes and found out I was dilated to a 4!!!!

Another midwife came in and said she has a room ready for us to make our way to the delivery room.

The contractions were about 2-3 minutes apart and I was defiantly vocal (Pietro said you could only hear me if you were in the room with us, but to me I seemed louder LOL) !!

I was given gas and air.. Which I didn't like at all! I was very dizzy after each contraction and it just didn't seem to work. The midwife knew I wanted the epidural so in process of moving rooms and settling in she rang for the epidural. 

The doctor came to do the epidural around 11am. It took a very long while. I think I had about 5 contractions from start to finish! after it was done, I felt relief straight away (THANK GOD!!)

So about half 11, my midwife went on her lunch and another midwife took over from her. We were laughing around and just basically waiting for things to progress! 

Half 12 she came back from her lunch and the rest of the midwives went on break.

I was starting to feel some amount of pressure in my bum, which was hurting me. the nurse upped my epidural and examined me.. I was 7cm!! I couldn't believe it! 

I told Pietro that she will definitely be here by 3pm!

The midwife messed with me telling me that I was not to have a baby while everyone else was on lunch haha! as she was minding the other woman in labour for the other midwives.

A little after 1, I was breathing through the contraction and had such an intense feeling to push. It was so intense that I was basically pushing but trying not to!! I told Pietro to get the midwife that I need to push, she came running in.. examined me and I was 9cm! I told her that I really needed to push, she then explained that I had a bit of cervix there that a few more contraction then I will be ready.

literally one contraction later.. I was ready to push!

skipping the gory bit.. ten minutes later...

Emilee Grace came into the world at 13:41pm :)

I cried my heart out seeing her! It was such an intense feeling and emotion that its a bit of a blur!

We did skin to skin for about an hour, and I breastfed her in which she latched on really well :)!!

Near to 3pm we were then transferred into the antenatal ward where we would spend the next two nights there!!!

So, with the midwife telling me I wasn't allowed to give birth while the others were on lunch, Emilee was just born as they were coming back. I only had one midwife and Pietro in the room while giving birth. I was meant to have a student midwife but she didn't make it! 

The whole experience was amazing! I was in active labour for about 4 hours!! Pushed for ten minutes! and my recovery is going great! 

After the epidural I was up and walking 2 hours after. 

I am currently breastfeeding Emilee, which is going good! She's doing amazing and Im so in love with her!! her going home weight was 7pounds 14oz.

I'm so happy to be home, in my own bed!! It's going to take a little while to get used to day to day life again :) haha! My Iron is low so I've no energy and night feeds have me wrecked anyways! So I'm resting and taking my time with tasks, and just enjoying being a mommy of two :)

Kayden is so in love with Emilee. He's constantly checking on her, asking if she's okay! Wanting to hold and cuddle her, kissing her! Hes just an amazing big brother :)

Thank you for reading :)

Aisling xo

Planning for my hospital bag..

When I was packing my hospital bag when I was pregnant with Kayden, I was given a little list from the hospital to buy.. But this time around I didn't get a list so I'm basically just remembering what I needed and what I didn't need. Plus Pietro can always run and get anything I really need at the time! 

I set a date to have my bag packed by the time I hit 35/36weeks, since I've just turned 34weeks... I need to get my stuff together haha!

We were told from early on that this baby will be small, but the last few week I really think the baby has caught up to it's proper size, and due to having diabetes, babies can be on the big size so I brought everything in 0-3 months just incase. 

I think from around 20 weeks, I just started picking up random things along the way instead of buying everything in a bulk. I thought this would be easier on the 'pocket'.

I have mainly been shopping between Tesco, Pennys, Boots, H&M as they are the closest shops to me.

So far I have picked up mainly everything for the baby and not quite for me as I'm not pushed to shop for myself just yet as my belly will be getting bigger.. yikes!

As for the baby i have got;

5 'Up to one month' grey baby vests. Brought in Tesco! Loving grey these days!!

(Missing one vest due to taking it to college for a project)

3 Muslin clothes. Bought in penny's. Need to get a few more but I think I might wait until I know the gender ;) 

0-3 month size baby vests. I bought a few vests this time around as I couldn't resist the design. I'm a big lover of elephants!!!

Cute elephant design on one of the baby vests! So adorable!!

Picked this little cutie up in Tesco! Kayden had a similar hat with ears so I had to buy one for this baby :)

This little cutie is a four piece outfit.. Sleepsuit, Baby vest, baby hat and bib. This will probably most likely be the first outfit the baby will wear :)

Detail on the bib. 

And the back of the outfit where you can see the bib, vest and hat! cute or what :D? 

This little outfit was brought by my sister for the hospital, Its so adorable. Im only planning on bringing these two outfits to the hospital. As once we know its a boy or girl, Pietro will run down to the shop to buy some pink or blue outfits for the hospital :) The mistake I made with Kayden was that I brought 10 neutral outfits and all I wanted to do was put him in blue to show off that I had a boy. So I know I will want to do the same this time around :) Plus it saves room ;)

And then I brought a few things for me. Even thought I have a lot more to buy!

Two nursing bra's as i'm planning on trying to breastfeed. Kayden and breastfeeding wasn't that successful so I know not to get my hopes up. A friend of mine has given me some advice to follow up and research breastfeeding as she is pretty much a pro at this stage ;). So i'm currently reading a book that I got in eason's. And I will also be bringing that book along to the hospital :)

Another good friend gave me so many water wipes as she won a competition and I am over the moon with them :) They are very expensive but great for the hospital as newborn skin is very sensitive and you would mostly use water to wipe them. Ive also brought cotton balls to clean the cord! 

And finally, for my toiletries; Shampoo & conditioner, Dry shampoo, Body wash, Deodorant and facial wipes. I got all travel size in boots. Just a few things for freshening up and I will also be bringing my makeup bag just incase I feel like looking half decent ;)

I've also stocked up in nappies so I have plenty to do the baby for a few months :)
Ive also purchased breast pads and maternity pads (the not so pleasant side of giving birth LOL)


More things I need to get for the baby;

• scratch proof mittens
• baby socks
• baby cardigan
• travel size baby wash/shampoo
• hooded towel

More things I need for myself;

• Nightdress to deliver baby in
• Maternity dressing gown
• maternity pj's x2
• nursing tank tops
• undies and socks
• beach towel

And of course Pietro will come to the rescue if I need anything else ;) 

I'm planning on packing two bags... Labour bag and after labour bag.

So the Labour bag will be packed with just things we will need during labour.. Such as nightdress, dressing gown, socks, undies, baby outfit, baby vest, nappies, hat and toiletries.

and of course, camera, snacks, drinks, and clothes for Pietro incase it's another long labour :)

(Probally have forgotten most things)

And then the after labour will be mostly filled with the rest of the items. 

I'm planning on doing this because I want to carry light. So when I go into Labour I will only grab the Labour bag out of the car and leave the after labour bag there. So when i'm moved to the anenatal ward, pietro will bring in the after labour bag and put the labour bag back in the car to send home to wash :)

Haha that sounds complicated!

But I just gives me more room in the ward and less things to bring home :)

Only 6 weeks left :D !!!

Thanks for reading!

Aisling xo

Bump update & Rant.

I must say, this past two week has been a total roller coaster for me.

Between hospital appointment, doctor appointments, labour and delivery visit, diabetes appointments, countless times of doing blood tests.. AND trying to get getting college work done. I feel like I've been hit by a truck!!! 

I guess it started with a routine doctors check-up which then lead up to being sent to the labour and delivery ward in mullingar. I was severely dehydrated (I didn't know) and my GP was concerned.

So after three hours being in the labour and delivery, they actually found something wrong with my liver. No-one would tell me exactly what was wrong but that i had to come back in a few day to retest.

So another day, another visit to the hospital. They told me that i was still dehydrated but it wasn't as bad as last week, and they did another retest for the liver.

The next day, I then had a scan in the hospital (28week scan) which they told me i wasn't dehydrated anymore (Success). My pregnancy doctor has recently retired so they had a fill-in..... My god I wanted to slap her! 

Ive never met anyone who was just a complete bitch. Even though she was a doctor and should know  what she was doing.. she had no clue.

She asked me did i have this, that test done, which I did since I was the one who gave the blood and she then had the cheek to say i never did!!!!!

If they did there jobs right and stopped losing my blood work, i may actually be able to keep my own blood instead of giving it to ejits who keep losing it!! GRRRRR!!!

I then told her my dates are changed since i went to the private scan.. And she completely ripped me off.. She said that the private scans have crap machines and the hospital is way better that we shouldn't believe anything they say.. blah blah blah.

I was speech-less! The scan was so clear when i was at the 3d scan, that i could even see my baby swallow!

Anyway, then ANOTHER doctor (Yes two doctors trying to do one job) went to scan me...

I couldn't even make out what was the head or foot. The machine was a complete joke! and they had the  cheek to 'dis' the private clinic. HA!

So she shot up. demanding that i go to mullingar for another scan on monday...

I had no idea what was going on.. was there something wrong? why couldn't you scan me now?

and of course i didn't understand her while she was saying why!

It made me so emotional that as soon as I left the room i started to cry. They had my head spinning and now I've to wait to monday to make sure that nothing is wrong?

They will not know whats going to happen when they see me.. I will be one hormonal pregnant bitch demanding the results and for someone to actually tell me what the hell is going on!! :(

Im so sick of being left in the dark when its my own baby! 

Hopefully everything turns out to be okay so I can just enjoy being pregnant!

Wow. That was a long rant :P Oops!

Sorry that you just read me complaining!

anyways.. back to the bump update :)

How far along? 29weeks tomorrow :) HELLO THIRD TRIMESTER!
Weight gain: Ugh, no weight gain at all. the diabetes doctor told me to expect to lose 4-6kg :o yikes!

Maternity clothes: All day. Everyday ;)

Stretch marks? Yes, on my hips :( have no time to moisturise so i will have them by the time the baby is here.

Sleep: Barely any. Im so uncomfortable lately that I'm tossing and turning all night! The baby kicks my bladder and rolls around all night which makes it very hard to sleep haha!

Best moment this week: haven't had such a good week, but hoping next week someone can give me good news for once :)

Miss anything? OMG! Chocolate!!!!! i need it in my life and its so hard not to have any :( i just want one chocolate bar and to sit down and enjoy it :( 

Any movement? such an active baby! I've noticed if i lean on the table or press the baby will kick me in that spot to move me haha! Its so funny :) My sisters seen a kick from the outside which was cool :) 

Food cravings: Nothing strange this week :)

sickness? None THANK YOU!!!

Gender: ;)

Labour signs: Nope!

Symptoms: Heartburn, its so bad even after i drink water :( very tired this week but other than that i can't complain :)

Belly button in or out? In!

Happy or moody most of the time: very emotional, and still get emotional easily!

Looking forward to: finishing college and preparing for baba to make his/her appearance :)
I can't wait to spend time with Kayden and enjoy the last three months of him being an only child! he's staying with me all day, everyday!!

Thanks for reading!
Aisling xo